Saturday, October 26, 2013

Double finish

        The last thing I can think of saying about my self is that I was introduced to video games at a young age.  So I do have an obsession with them, but not nearly as bad as it was.

        With my friend, I fixed more than I damaged, thankfully.  He and my brother are talking more now, and I have to say, though causing damage didn't really make me feel good, I felt better after seeing what happened after telling my brother my mistake.  As I said, sometimes to do something you right, you have to do something stupid first.  However, there were better ways I could have done it, and I'm not proud of the way I did it, but I am happy of the finishing outcome.

        Thinking about friends, I am understanding more of why some people wouldn't like Braxton, but I hope I know what I can do to help him.  It would make me happy to do so.

Also:  I'll probably never ever finish about myself, but to add on, I'm a Whovian.

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

About myself...Then corrections

     Ok, to add on to myself, I do have borderline ADD, and my mom is sure that I have a small issue with autism.  With this, I don't see things as wrong when others would, I don't see some things as obvious when others, and vice versa.

     As for correcting my mistakes, I saw telling my friend as something that should be done.  It backfired this morning, but I think I may have made it better.  We are going to try visiting him if at all possible (which would be when we leave for my dad's house for thanksgiving).  It was a lot worse before now, but I may have made it better than it used to be.  If this proves true, I'm not sure what to think.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Not what I expected...at all.

    I should start out with something about my self first.  I am a kind person.  I dislike fighting (First person shooters don't count).  I am normally a pessimist, however most of what I say I try to make optimistic.  I will do this now, so thank you Lil Miss Epic for inspiring me to do this.  Two things happened today.  Both were right, but one didn't feel as good as the other did.  The first had one good thing and a potential one as well.  Scratch that, two.  One, I made a friend with Braxton, someone you may know from Lil Miss Epic's blog.  I see him differently.  I see a kind person.  He seems to be a really nice person, but after trying to help with his issue with Sienna, who you might also recognize, I think part of it is he might be a bit blunt.  Also, I've known him for about two hours.


    Anyway, Braxton and Sienna fought, and after reading it, I gave Braxton some advice.  Say what you want where the intended person can't here, so you can tell you see if it sounds offensive.  If you can't tell, ask the target's friends.  They know the person well, so they should know if it will sound offensive.  I hope it works, because I don't like my friends to fight.

    Second, something tells me I went too far, and something else tells me I didn't.  I...I told one of my friends why my brother wouldn't talk to him.  It offended my friend, and, though he isn't upset with me, I feel bad for upsetting him.  I didn't think I would cause an issue, but now my friend (I do not feel like I should share his name) isn't friends with my brother.  The reason for it, my brother hasn't talked to him in awhile because my friend keeps talking to him at every chance.  Which creates an unending cycle.

    On a happier note, today was the school's concert for choir.  My favorite song in it was Vive la Compagnie, where I had a solo.  I was told from my family that I did well, and I hoped I did.  I made one mistake, but I'm not sure it was all that noticeable.  I just missed one part where everyone sang, and it was in between my solo.

    I hope this reaches out to others and that I share meaningful information.  I want to solve issues, and one of my favorite things is to make others happy.

    As a note for the day, something that Lil miss epic thought was inspirational after I asked her what she thought of my advice towards Braxton

    This is what I said, "Here's some more advice that might be helpful. Be yourself. Don't change yourself to try to fit in. being yourself IS what make people fit perfectly in with their own groups. If you change, and it is fine, do it because it will make you a better person.
I have this long story and the main point was I changed because I realized that the person I was, wasn't who I wanted to be. I changed to become a better person."

    I hope that this will help others.