Friday, April 4, 2014

An Overdue Update

      Well an update on things is definately WAY over due.  To begin, I feel very creeped out.  There's a girl in homeroom, who, even if I choose to name I couldn't because I don't know her name, that's creeping me out.  I'm at the point of listening to the conversations she has with her friend.  Now, why is she creeping me out?  I don't think I imagined this, but I saw her hold up a post-it note, that, I swear, said, "I've been watching you" and it had hearts on the note...As I said, I'm creeped out.  You know how when someone creeps you out you tend to keep a look out?  I tend to keep aware of my surroundings, and if someone passes me that is either a friend or on my radar, I will look at them just to make sure it's them.  And then her friend said something to the effect that I like (insert name of person creeping me out).  Me and Athena figure she's just messing with me (but it's still creepy).

      At school, I had an idea come to my head.  I shared the Book of Mormon with a teacher of mine.  She found it interesting, but she didn't want to lose my copy, so she returned it (and may get herself one).  Yes, I do carry a Book of Mormon around with me, it was for comfort, but now I just carry it around willing to share with anyone who wants to learn.

      Prom.  Prom is coming up, but I'm not going.  Now, before you say anything, I have a reason: I don't feel as if I have a reason to go.  That, and it is also too late to sign up now.  My friends know I'm not going, but they are going.  I would feel out of place without someone to go with (It would be nice to have someone I like go with me (which I don't have someone I like)).

      Summer is nearly here!  (my break starts towards the end of may)  That means I'll be able to see Lil Miss Epic (my step-sister who inspired me to do this)!  For me, all of my friends that I would hang out with a lot, I consider my best friends.  I consider her to be one of my best friends, because I know that she'll talk to me if I just need someone to talk to, and I hope she knows that I will do the same for her.  Sometimes, you just need someone to vent to.  And sometimes, it doesn't matter if they don't actually give help, it just helps that you got it out to someone.  That's what I do sometimes.

      Now I got friends on my mind.  I will share how I met my best friend Connor.  He is a very nice guy, I would say nicer than I am.  We met at church, and being in the same age group, we were in the same class for primary.  I think we were 10 or 11 back then.  We met because we were messing around.  I put my foot under the leg of his chair, and he squished it.  This repeated for awhile, but we became friends.  Then, we found out that we might as well have lived right next to each other.  This created the best friendship I have ever had.  The one thing I ever regret was not spending more time with him before I moved.  I knew what I had, but I never really realized it until I moved.  I miss him everyday.  He is one of the coolest people you could ever meet.  Even if you didn't like him (which a lot of people didn't and it made no sense at all), he'd still be nice to you.  I just realized that I learned the kind of person I wanted to be from him.  And maybe him from me.  I hope that you read this Connor, You are my best friend, and you will always be that.

      Let's see...what's next on the list...Oh!  Youtube wasn't working out for me.  So, after my older brother found Twitch, and seeing that it is live broadcasting (so I don't have to take forever to upload videos), I've decided to use Twitch.  I'm RawObliteration, and currently...the pc we have is blue-screening when I do that, so what you may see me doing is playing Quake II.  That shouldn't cause it to blue screen.  Shouldn't.  When we get it fixed, I'll be adding a lot of other games to this list.  Beginning with Civilization V.